Wael Al-Mahdi

Is there a bigger monument than the love of fate?

Than love of time?  Love of life?

You, who set up pillars of tears and blood

Set up in your site a monument to fate.

 

Play your ball, with sturdy heart!

Play it hard and full!  If the Gods would be entertained, my brothers

We are good actors – let us give them a good show!

 

Hug the earth crying, crying on the shoulders of your mother

And may the mud of the earth be kohl to your eyes

And may your blackened tears be your warpaint

But beware – keep your feet moored to your mother

 

You say you love life?  Well, then, show me your spear!

And where is your fire?  And the golem-killing sword?

Unburden yourself!  We take no camels in our number!

And no needles, either.  Hero, rattle your spear!

 

Play your ball, with sturdy heart!

Play it hard and full!  If the Gods would be entertained, my brothers

We are good actors – let us give them a good show!

 

What brightness do you seek?  Diamond or glass?

I see you bloodied from the climb.  Your head has become a leaden helmet

And your heart, dear sweet heart, is black with soot.

Your feet?  Wooden.  And your eyes?  Glass.

 

And your sinews are lacy, so lax and lacy

May you repeat with past-agers:  We are the sinews of the Gods!

We are tough boulders, rolling down from the eternal Olympus!

I spied the gods watching our Spiel, laughing at our woes.

 

Play your ball, with sturdy heart!

Play it hard and full!  If the Gods would be entertained, my brothers

We are good actors – let us give them a good show!

 

Do you aspire to fresh blueness?

Fresh, young, childish, powerful –

A fear to swallow up all fear, and an iron heart

A blessed bliss -  an abundance of blueness.

 

Only the man in the balloon can be serene

And regard God’s creation with a cold eye

And why shouldn’t I be quiet in my mountain?

Take your evil eye, for mine is serene!

 

Play your ball, with sturdy heart!

Play it hard and full!  If the Gods would be entertained, my brothers

We are good actors – let us give them a good show!

 

What do I do with my world, with my platinum?

With my choice?  My choice, indeed

To put my actors on my stage

That is creation – I make my own platinum.

 

Plunge your glass-tipped spear into the cube of blackness

Though I am dark forests, and dark mountain ranges

But I am no enemy of song!  Oh the beauty of song

Song is secret – song is sacred – song is blackness.

 

Play your ball, with sturdy heart!

Play it hard and full!  If the Gods would be entertained, my brothers

We are good actors – let us give them a good show!

 

Like discovering a cache of silver!

A new sibling, a new daughter or son!

The tree of life – its roots are in my heart

My shield, and my mask – are of silver!

 

Sing with me, and with the Northman!

Climb the highest mount and gaze!

Touch the furthest comet tail – or star?

Create new soul-structures – with the Northman!

 

Play your ball, with sturdy heart!

Play it hard and full!  If the Gods would be entertained, my brothers

We are good actors – let us give them a good show!

 

And your head garlanded in purple halos!

The pathos, the pathos!

Draw the pattern – meander after meander

Decorate your wolf – in snowy halos!

 

I have removed my pain

And my lame leg has become a god’s dancing limb!

My limb is no longer limp!  And I am no imp!

And now I don’t know my pain.  

 

Play your ball, with sturdy heart!

Play it hard and full!  If the Gods would be entertained, my brothers

We are good actors – let us give them a good show!

 

 

5 Responses to Amor Fati (Love of Fate)

  1. mi eble ne estas bona ĵuĝanto de poemoj en la angla, sed ĝi ŝajnas bona.

    ĝis renato

  2. okungbowa aiwerie says:

    ornate language,free-flowing but what is the theme of ur poem? what is ur point? are u fatalistic? like the imageries deployed though. cxu vi pencxis pri traduki via poemo en esperanton? la traduko faros interesa poemo.

  3. admin says:

    Thanks Okungbowa. The theme is an affirmation of life in all its questionable aspects, to use a phrase by Nietzsche. The point is that even though life can be cruel and difficult and confusing, one must rise up to the challenge and live a full life. I am not fatalistic, at least not in the usual pejorative sense. But I do believe fat plays an important part of life, that each individual is a piece of fate, to use another Nietzschean phrase. My reading of Nietzsche has been an inspiration for this poem.

  4. admin says:

    Dankon iukaze pro la komento.

  5. [...] are each called to: “Play your ball with sturdy heart!” † A great measure is how accepting we are of when our complexes get the best of us [...]

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